I am.. (this is for you)

I don't know where to start, I am still shaking. You know I do trust you, that i believe that you are not like the others who just left me behind. But, there are times that I feel scared and you know why? I am scared to lose somebody like you. I know you won't leave, I know that fact. But there is uncertainty in my heart. Maybe I am too scared to tell you that you're the only person who truly understands how deep i am and how deeper i can be. As one of my close friends told me, i should trust you totally and put faith on you that you won't be like those before you. I know in my heart that you are not like them. i was not so sure at first, cause I have to see if you are for real or not. And you are for real. I still have my fears, i still have my doubts, but I am just asking from you to give me some time to be totally open to you in some sort of things that I keep within myself.

I know that I still been keeping things and not telling you, it's just, i'm waiting for the right time to tell you those things. I don't want to surprise you with the things that you do not know about me. And, i will admit at this moment, I am too attached to you already. I can't see my life without you, what i am saying is, the one person who i trust the most not with me, I can't imagine that. It's not easy admitting to you that I need you. Even if I don't have these feelings for you, I'll still say that I need you. It's hard to distinguish friendship from love, but i wanna be sure with what i truly feel for you. For now, I wanna keep it this way, and I am happy this way. I know I get jealous at times, but i assure you that i won't be out of control. And i wanna say that I am contented with what I have. I am happy that you're here with me..:)

"I don't want to walk this life alone without you, it is crazy, but it is true, and maybe, destiny puts us together to fill each other's emptiness"

this are the moments that I thank God I'm alive.. :) and that i finally met somebody like you..

THANK YOU FOR COMING..