I just feel that I am really hurting someone right now, cause I cannot return her affection the way she wanted me to, it's not that I don't want to, but the circumstances surrounding us won't allow me, due to the fact that she is committed. That one fact changes everything. It's not simple as it is. And the fact that she barely knows me makes the situation complicated. She keeps on saying that I don't want her or I don't want her to love me. But she don't know that I really wanted that but my hands are both tied on my back. Yes, I am single, but she is not. That makes things worst. I am not the type who takes some one's else girlfriend just because i know that the girl loves me. And I cannot really guarantee that she can be happy with me. I got my hands full with everything. But I keep on telling her that I did love her, but it is not mutual. The feelings aren't equal, and I would be unfair to her.
Given the fact that I am a very sweet person, and some girls are being link to me, that would make her really jealous. Especially those girls are always with me because they are my friends at school. My personality is also my biggest downfall. I am caring and sweet, and I know I am hurting her because of that fact. And for now, I don't know what I will really do about this. I don't know how I will explain to her. And I don't know how will she react to the things I have to say. As much as I can, I don't want to hurt her. :|
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